23rd January 09

There was a regular meeting with my managers. I have regular morning work like to check finance status, staff status and the requirement. Snooker game was really helped me to be fresh. Oh today’s staff meeting was really useful. I was really happy to saw my satisfied staff. I was concentrating to my maintenance division. Oh ya there was some good seen, today. We received advance from Dayal Fertilizer company for the month of February 09.

With speaking to my Mom was fantastic. And even with my elder brother to Saudi Arebia.

The life has given by God but the choice has not given. The thought has given by God but the power to full fill the thought has not given. The love has given by God but lover has not given………………………………………………………………………… …………………… …………………. ………………………………..

22nd Jan. 09

After months I again started meeting section with my managers. I produce two notices for HODs and junior staff. I am trying to find out any problems from my junior staff, if there. There was meeting for an hour with Managing Director. I was just concentrating to my housekeeping division. I checked whole property with my housekeeping manager Mr. Vikash. Even I am planning to make something better to my swimming pool. OOps new construction side is going quite slowly.

Mr. Sonu (Reliance) has come for dinner with family. Oh his intelligent son was really interesting. OOps Mr. Satendra was communicating with Mr. Bikram was interesting as well as romantic. But I don’t know how Mr. Bikram feels. Mr. Satendra disturbs him in his personal life, with supporting me.

MY FRIEND AND GIRL FRIEND

Honesty I meet her first time when I passed test of SLC (10th) in first division. It was my first meeting with her. I met her to celebrate my happiness time. It was difficult to meet her when I was with my parents, because my parent did not like that. I use to meet her in absent of my parent. After two months there was SLC exam. Even I passed the exam in second division. After SLC for college I decided to go far from my house for higher secondary study. The cause of my decision was I may meet my friend without any disturbance. My parent was agreeing with my decision.

I was leaving my place, my friend and my parent even though I was happy. I left my place and reached in new place. New place was 150 km far from my house. Now there was no any disturbance to meet with my friend. I was enjoying with her. Now I use to meet her for long time. She was use to with me in happiness time as well as in difficult time also.

Days left months left and years left, I was leaving with my friend. I neither remember my parents nor my other friend. I use to stay with her for a long time.

One day I was in my room waiting for my doctor report. For the boring time I use to stay with her, at that day also she was with me waiting for my doctor report. After some time report has came.

The report was on my hand. I shocked I got a disease which will be with me further whole my life. Then I tried to remember the love of my dear Mom and Dad. I got tear in eye. I cried whole a life; I never imagined I may inter this type of problem. After two days I tried to sleep. My friend was with me I tried to sleep but I couldn’t. I heard some sound like my girlfriend slowly I standup. I tried to recognize yes she was my girlfriend. She saw me with my friend she was not happy but any way she came near to me and she hug. She got full tear in her eye and even. She was crying and saying so long you might forgot me. But why?

Even I did not have any answer I showed to my girlfriend the cause is she…………… and even I can’t go with you my girlfriend because my friend made me in this situation. Really sorry My dear girlfriend and my parents I may or may not live few years because my friend had taken my heart from my body.

Now I am upsetting with me that why I did friendship with cigarettes. It made me useless life. Now I am suggesting to people do not make friend with smoke like me.

Just imagination of wrong way: Bodh Raj Lamsal